Some Poetry

Forgotten

I believe in reunion
But damn you are too beautiful to be true
I remember you as a friend now
After months of dreaming…
Of romance
And dancing under lights
On wet cobblestone streets
Where you and I once met

…

Love
When I realize you
I am thrown into icy waters
And thrashed about on waves of azure loneliness
Despite the sensation of needles
I do not struggle
I do not gasp for breath
Breath which only you can fill me with
I let myself go
Like an anchor
To murky black depths
I know this is where I will find you
This is where I can love you
Rusting at the bottom
A kingdom of shadows
Here will be a deep calm
Free from the light
And sound
That ride on the surface

…

Love
I know you are out there
For there are oceans
Which I have yet to encounter
And there are shores
Black sanded shores
I have yet to be thrown upon by angry waves
Love
Wherever you are
Your love is like water
And though I do not know your face
You surround me like an ocean
In which I cannot swim
But only wait to drift your way

…

 

there was this light…

this beacon

i kept moving towards it

 but as days passed

 i  lost sight of you

and now in this darkness…

this returning darkness

there is nothing but longing

hopelessness

self doubt…

please excuse me

 as i have fallen once again

into the depths of myself